I was wrong.
I don't know. I guess I was wrong. About everything. I've got them as my bestfriends but I feel as though I'm nothing to them. Not mad at her, but I'm mad myself. I don't know. This whole thing's getting so fuckedup. I won't get over it so easily. So if one day she pops by & say hey I love her & blahblahblah, I'll probably faint on the spot. I mean, who can predict the future? & I, seriously, don't know who is she on the inside. Man, I'm at my lowestestestest now. I wanna get over this but it's gonna be easy. I thought it'd be much, a hell lot better if I had told her but no, I'm sorry it's not getting any better. Fuckedup, I am. I'm keeping everything to myself, all to me. 'Cos when I tell one, one will tell two then three & it goes on. I feel that she isn't that sorta people but I'm afraid. I thought I could trust her, that's why I always ring her up when anything crops up. Everything single time, it never fail. I never said I fell for three but they thought so. I wonder if I really made the right choice by all these. I'm going crazy. Now that they're closer, I regret. In addition, I have to/must talk to someone(or anyone) now. & I guess that would be Kristle/Eleonora/Prunella. Hiatus, should I? Sigh. :\Goodbye.
10:13 AM
Mend this broken thing./
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